Being a girl she knew it. The way he looked at her, tried to find ways to talk to her. She always caught him staring at her.
So what was it?
Every word she uttered seemed to offended him in some way. Never did she intend to hurt him but now with all that he had done to her, she hated him.
He loved her. He knew he did. But was never ready to accept it. It was as if a sin for him to love. He hated himself for falling for her.
I hate him. I can't stand his face, he speaks and I don't understand the sort feelings that I start to generate. The worst part to all of this is the fact there is no way out. We work together. I have to face him everyday. He is my boss, I need to listen to him and follow his orders. But whatever I say, offends him and then he wouldn't lose a chance to make me feel like a burden or a shame.
Everywhere around I always got attention. The good one. Everyone always loved me and compliments were something I was used to. But he, only put me down, let alone complimenting me.
I felt bad and I felt hatred towards him. And I knew he did too. He hated me.
But why, why then he would always be looking at me? Why would he always look at me while talking to the crowd? He had something in his eyes that always drew me towards him.
I know I felt for him, and now I hated myself for it. His eyes, they always caught me and I couldn't ever look away. His hair like that of a Greek God's how I wished to let my hands once through them, just once.
I hate him and I hate myself more than anything, for falling for him.
I love her. Her smile, how I wished I could click a picture and keep it with me forever. Everytime she flipped her hair, I skipped a heart beat. Everytime she walked passed me, I couldn't breath. As bright as the sunrise and as deep as the ocean, it was as if her eyes always talked to me.
Falling more in love with her was what I did everytime I saw her.
No, no , no I can't. I hate her, how can I fall for her? The love of my life left me.
I don't believe in love. Love does not exist. It is just an illusion for people with weaker intellect. It has taken me over a year to get over the fact that I was cheated on. There is nothing like love. Lover is just someone who takes advantage of you and leaves you when they are bored.
But she, there is something else about her. She is an angel. It is as if she wears a halo.
No, I hate her existence.
Never will I let her know what I feel. She is responsible for all that I feel, she is at fault and I hate her for that. Her care and even her, trying to smile after the way I treated her.
I love her and I hate myself more than anything, for falling for her.
